Im still Alive.

Im still here, and well I am feeling better. I felt like crap so I had to stop the water fast, but im good now.

cw 261

Day 9 sTill feeling Blah

I am still feeling like crap. I don't know why. "BIG SIGH"

I will write more later.

Currently 259.0 pounds.

Day 8 . Blah

Woke up this morning feeling like crap. I still feel like crap, I hate feeling like this. Maybe its more detox, but come on, cant I have smooth sailing. lol

Anywho, Im currently 262 pounds. Yayyyyy!!! Correction 260.5 pounds. Damn baby

Pic for the day.

Day 7 of my Fast

I made it to the one week Mark. Lets Celebrate. lol

This morning I had a BM around 2:10am, it was gross. I think part of the salt water flush stayed down. I threw up the rest , it was horrible. This was my 3rd time in my life trying to do a salt water flush, and it didn't work. NEVER AGAIN!!!!

Anywho, I find my self getting annoyed with people very quickly, like when they take to long to answer a question or just ramble on when I ask a simple yes or no question.

Well today I weighed in at 264. WHATTTTTT!!, I'm happy about that number.Very happy, I was a little disappointed yesterday because the scale stayed at 266 and didn't seem like it would budge. Well I got a wonderful surprise this morning when I saw that 264. I'm getting closer to my goal people.

I tried to do some yoga last night and I couldn't even make it to 20 minuets, I felt so drained. I will try again tonight.

SW:290
cw:264

Here is my daily pic.

Things I would like to do.

Run a 5K
Tour De Brooklyn (Ride-a-ton)
Snorkel
Climb a mountain lol (I don't know which one)
Visit Japan
Visit Tibet
Live in Alaska
Scuba Dive
Sky Dive
More to come

Having Fun Day 6

Hilarious

LOL

CW: 266

Pics from Prospect Park

Im Back

I stopped my Juice fast at day 8, I was extremely hunger, to the point where I wanted to rip off someone's head.

I broke the fast and had a bad reaction to the food, because I didn't break it properly. At the end of the eight days I was 273. About 17 pounds released, and boy was I afraid to eat and gain everything back. Every time I ate I would Weigh myself to see if the scale shot back up to 290. It was hard. That fear is real.

I ate 75% raw for the remainder of June, so that was three weeks. At first, I was carefully, telling myself, you don't want those vile products in your body again. Vile products, such as, Cake, cookies, chips, rice, pasta.

I'll be honest I totally cheated on that Juice fast. I ate little bits here and there, the hunger never totally went away. I couldn't understand it, the food was calling my name and I gave in. It wasn't a failure though, I realized that I could fast, and I had the power to do it.

My weight went from 273 to 277 to 281 to 279 and finally back to 277. I was concerned, weighing myself morning, midday, and night, praying that 290 will never appear again.


I decided that I will go on a Water Fast starting July 1. I am still on that water fast, and its not easy. The hunger as bad as it was on the juice fast, but at times I find myself wanting to just give in. Then I tell myself "NO ,you cannot give in, do you want to see 290 on the scale again". That sure stops me.

I didn't go to a BBQ yesterday because I knew it would of been temptation at its best. I rather not be tempted, not yet. I dont think I'm ready for a BBQ situation. I know that I have a Beach Party Coming up this month, and I will be ready for that.

As of today July 5th, 2009 I am 266.5 pounds. Not a proud number to say , but definitely better than mumbling 290 pounds.

I tried on some of my Jeans that didn't fit in like 2 years, and they fit. A snug fit, but I got them up, on and buttoned, much better than a month ago when they couldn't even come up.

Hopefully, I will be able to make it till the End of July. I also have a Goal weight for the End of July. When I succeed I will post it.

That is all for now.